if you think *that* will make me cry, yes you're right. if you think *that* will make me down, yes you win. Yeah, Do whatever you want. Even it hurts, just go live your life as you pleased. but seriously, i really dont know how to stop loving you. I really dont know how to stop thinking of you. How to stop missing you. and how to start hating on you!

Do whatever you want.

I do love you, but ill try my best to start living on my own. even if without you. sometimes i was thinking, do you really care? abt us? who are you to me? you are my everything, yes after them. then who am i to you? i am nothing, right? yes i clearly know about that, but i dont know how to stop loving people like you. why should i love the one who always hurts me? the one who only make me cry? the one who does not be there for me? stupid me.

hey even if im crying just because of you, it doesnt mean that i have no life. it doesnt mean that i have nothing to do. its just that im sad because i still in love with you even you keep hurting me. i still love people who doesnt love me anymore, who doesnt care about me at all. its wasting my time actually, yeah i know that-,- haih stupid me. again. but i still have my friends. who always be there for me. and i thanked Allah for that. its not that only you that i loved, i still have them even if i lose you. hey its better to lose YOU than them lah.

Do whatever you want. Try your harder to make me down again okay? im waiting for you next step ;)

now, i note to myself. even if i cant stop loving you, ill try to forget you. and im giving my best on this.

hey wanna know something? *you dont deserve me actually.

Assalamualaikum.