i hate you. i hate hearing your name. i hate if people always talking about you. i hate it when i try to forget you , but actually it makes me love you and miss you even more . cant you just get out from my life? even in my mind? i hate you so much .
but actually i dont. i do love you. i love hearing your name. i love everything about you. its all about you. everything reminds me on you .
but thats the thing. i wish i did . i know that you dont care and i wish that i didnt care either. can you just be mine? stop hurting me. please . im begging you .
i know you love me. i know you want me . but why did you hurt me? its just. i cant bear everything. its hurting me. too much . and i just dont know what to do.
now, all i know is. leave me alone.